I haven't blog in forever. A lot is going on in my personal life. I will get through whatever is going on in my personal life. It's crazy but I got this.
Maybe about a month ago I went down to a homeless shelter while looking around for places for my dad to live. I was expecting something way different than what I was actually expecting it to be when walking in this homeless shelter.
I talked to a nice guy about getting involved at this homeless shelter and I told him about how I am starting up a Christian Non-Profit Organization for the homeless. He's like "You Gotta Start Somewhere" that was so inspiring to me. I told him "I wanted to do something more than what all these other people are doing with their organizations. It's kind of hard to explain what exactly I wanted to do with my Christian Non-Profit Organization. I also didn't tell him a lot about my organization b/c I don't want anyone to steal my ideas that I am going to use for my Christian Non-Profit Organization.
I looked around the homeless shelter place and every homeless person I came in contact with was so nice and said hi and or waved hi and smiled to me. It warms my heart.
This guy invited me that same night I talked to him to go back to the homeless shelter to feed the homeless. I didn't end up going back. I just couldn't go back. Nothing against anyone. I just wasn't ready to go back.
I knew if I would of gone back I would be wrecked to pieces for a good thing. (As in I would come home and cry and be inspired more to give back to the homeless and it happened to me once about 7 months but just a different situation with a different homeless person in a different city.) I am a caring yet tender hearted person at the same time. I am just not ready to handle that just yet. In the past month have been thinking about going back to this homeless shelter and just giving it a try and see what happens. I mean Hello!; my Christian Non-Profit Organization is for the homeless among other things too.
I know I have been saying I was going to get my Christian Non-Profit Organization up in and happening a month ago but with everything going on in my personal life I just had to stay away from it for while b/c I just couldn't deal with it. I was trying to figure out what to do with my life. Since every time I try to move forward I have obstacles and road blocks to jump over or go through. I am doing much better and I am ready to launch the Christian Non-Profit Organization and see where it goes. :D
Going After My Dreams,
Rachel
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